Loneliness

That loneliness comes through my veins again
For the umpteenth times, it draws the shadows on the streets
where my steps on
Kissing my whole body with this fear
And break my bones so that's i feel so numb.
I'm walking down through the other streets
Hoping that i'll find a good way to past
But i always turn back to the same street
Like no other way to out
But then i walk slowly to past it
Pretending that i was alright
But i find myself crazy
Crying. 
This confusing mind hugs me too tight 
Makes me so hard to breath
Embracing every feeling of my own
But i know that i have no choice
This is the only way that i can take.
This loneliness isn't a mistake they made
Because they are already there around me
It's just a feeling of mine
silent and empty
Because i know they just standing there not really  as they should be
But just like a gloomy glasses and the blind walls.
Music heard like screaming,
And the laughter sound like crying,
Sad and fearless.
I'm not trying to avoid it
Just let if flow like the water in the river
Hoping the color would change like the rainbow
Oneday